aiiiiii...
lame x menaip2 merepek2 cniii..:p hmmmm..hmmm..hmmm..i've foud one bestfrenz....
yang lain pown bestfrenz.tp niiii 'bestfrenz'..
ha'ah a male (konn2 de g cube meneka..hahaha)..
his name F*****.!!honestly, x de la episode2 yg menarik spti berlari2 dalam ujan, lautan api sanggup ku redah kee..hahaha..just a smooth flow.kdg2 jee ade angin sepoi2 bahase, tp tuu angin lalu jeee..lepas tuuu biase jeee..(x faham jugak bahase sastera pe yg sy try to create)..huhu
meh2 kte gosip2 pasal flow yg konn2 smooth tuu:p
den konai dak nii time satu event niii..ujung bulan 1 taun ni jgk laaa..kawan pny kawan pny kawan..sampai la dalam bulan 10, tersimpang cam "bukan sekadar kawan"...tp nyeee..time tuuu mmg x declare ape2 lagii laaa..just felt comfortable tuk sharing2 problems..n the best part about him mase tuu, he always there when i need (thanks f*****)..
D sbb kan den ni pown mmg jenis yg x brape reti nak "in relationship", berkawan jee laaa..messaging..messaging..messaging..kdg2 je calling..tu pown cam x sure jugak la hubungan atas dasar pe tuu:o sampai laa terase cam automatically da ter involve "in relationship" wit him..ajak couple pown cam sembang2 kosong jeee..die ask 'kte couple je laaa"..then sy cam can't avoid..(omaigod!!)..hahahahaa..funny mmg funny!!tp nmpak nyer sy da accept la kan..situation yg blushing2 tuuu jadi on 15th November 2011:p (sgt baruu lagii)..
Setakat nii, sy sgt3 bersyukur pd allah sbb temukan dgn tis guy:) he not just like boyfriend watever to me..he also my frenz, brother, n as said b4, bestfrenz..kdg2 bley jadi enemy jugak(kidding):D
mgkn jugak la sbb umo die yg agak "matured" tuuu (33 already)..hahaha..soooo, sy blom sempat la lagi involve ngan situation kebudak budakan seperti d halang kluar ngan kwn lain kee..d question bile nak buat tuu, nak buat niii..setakat niii, die really understand..bgtawu skali jee, then die mmg boley tolerate...n setakat ni jugak dia org yg senang nak d ajak discuss n penyabar.
as mentioned, everything still terlalu baruu..sbb tu la sy use the word "setakat ni"..x nak over confident sgt..in the same time, sy mmg really really hope ape yg nmpak kat mata kasar sy nii, adalah Faizal yg sebenar..no fake please:(
conclusion nyer, tis relationship nmpak cam maen redah pny situation jeee..tp sy really appreciate all the efforts yg cuba die appear kan..tis relationship decision mmg sy made on my own..without ask the opinion from my good frenz surrounding me..bukan membelakang kan kamu2 yg d sayangi..tis just happen..without plan frenz :P kdg2 takowt gak d permainkan keee..x sesuai kee...problems in future kee..everything nmpaknyer sy tawakal je pada Allah SWT..without leave Allah behind, sy berdoa hubungan ini berkekalan..n tis guy will be the best 4 me:o
